Monday, November 12, 2007
for some reason, i teared up at the last part of the song Graduation when 933 played on earlier.
for some reason, my heart was wrenching.
for some reason, i'm scared...
On 12th Nov 2007, i finished what i came to do primarily in NanHua, but what truly made me was the people, not the exam. I came in with a resentful heart "Why am i here and not Swiss?", but at this day there is no regret left, i could have made great friends at Swiss, but God did not shortchange me and gave me NanHua. In Nanhua, i met some of the best people up till now in my life, and will never forget...
6th January 2004, i entered the unfamiliar school gate, in my bob hairstyle, overlengthed skirt and buttoned up white ironed shirt. I looked for the familiar faces, simin and huiyu. They brought me around the school, accompanied me to buy my first food in NanHua, fried mee hoon. ( and i am still in love with it now! ) Yet both of them were not in the same class as me, i was in 107. The class was new to me, different faces and people, but eventually some of them emerged out as important in my life, Daphne, Lynette, Miss Ong.... and also a turning point in my life, i joined Council.
2nd January 2005, i continued my days in 207, this year was better and more fun and most of us became closer and closer.
2nd January 2006, 310. With 27 guys and 10 girls only, i seriously wondered if i will survive there. But of course with Daphne around, my days were never boring. Also, including Elaine, Constance and June whom i became closer to. Thanks, my recess pals.... I was never really close with the guys tho, but they were like the pillar of the class, spreading the spirit, 310 Anacondas~~~
2nd January 2007, the 310 Anacondas evolved into the 410 Anacondas. More jokes, incidents and talks about my class.
I'm always sort of the quieter one in class, not much talk... At the end of the two years, i will say i have never regretted that i was in 410 together with eric, and never will.
My one and only CCA in my life was choir, and is choir.
Choir, brought me many tears and smiles, made me learn a lot of things and witness many events. I will forever remember that period of time where everyone stuck together practice, for SYF 2007. How much tears we shed, confessions we had, time we shared, and hearts that were linked. The encouragements, the concerns, that fighting spirit, that when we lost faith, that when we stood back up again, that moment just beofre the stage... and the tears after SYF, the regret that we still failed to make a legacy inspite of all the blood and sweat mixed. I may looked like it was all so easy, like i didnt put in as much effort as huishan and cheryl, but i love you guys just as well. I hope the present choir now realizes that and not just the EXCO members, it is never easy to build something, o don't let it crash just like that. My Choir, the singing people, the people who loves to sing.
Lastly, the MOST IMPORTANT GROUP..... COUNCIL!!!!!
I just cannot express how much i love my council... you guys were the people who made it all possible. All the numerous projects we did, planned, all the leadership camps we went, all the mornings gossiping..... It was the best time of my life. Council was just like a batch of friends, it was just so possible to talk to and mix with anyone in the council and of course i have made of my bestest friends in council.... i will always remember council, because it was something that made me truly happy in whatever i did. It could range from just staying back to do some posters, cleaning up the council room, be involved in serious events ( yet we could always still find fun in it! ) planning, briefing.... and of course the annual OC, they were so so so good memories. And like an unnforgettable quote by siian, "It's just one big group and one person." I can't believe when this year ends, i will not be able to take part in those anymore. :( i am going to so miss council, there is just so much that i want to say..... emotions i know not how to express.
Huishan~ always there in choir and council, you know how much i love you.... my laopo that i dont want to let go.... :)
Felice~ i cant believe how much we click, i wont miss you, cause i will hold onto you forever.... ;)
Daphne~ I Love You tooo!!! Thanks for the 4 years too!!! i really hope we will continue on, even after you become a nanny.... :D
Huiyu~ 7 years le, what a nice number. although i hope the number will grow larger but still our roads are different. hmmm, dont worry i will always be back with you to visit zls... and oh you could find some new guy as your chem partner in tuition now!!! haha~~~
Elaine~ really thanks for all the times, the pianist and SI, you taught me loads!!!!
June~ must always smile smile smile okay!!!
Kahswee~ hey twin, thanks for always bringing laughter and smiles to me, even though we are going to be separated soon, we still have our telepathy right? ;D
Yaozhong~ ahjussi, 10 years later i hope to see a colourful gynae.... ;)
Siian~ lol, you were always so serious... but its good that you are loosening up aleady... thanks for all the coaches in maths, in council, and general knowledge!!!
En-nick~ Thanks for being my parents ( who doesn't give allowances ), i really like your a lot!!! :D
John~ you were really a very nice friend, i dont consider you as a junior since you are like only 3 months younger. haha, buck up! you confirm can do a super much better job than the head in my batch....
Kuan Lian~ thanks for loving the seniors so much, i love you juniors just as much too!!! dont worry, i will always come back and see you one lar, not so half-hearted... if not you ask me come out lor :)
Sheryl~ tho i dont know you for long, but it was enough to see how funny and nice you are... you have my bestest blessings... oh and dun be elmo and anti-social....
thanks to many many many more who made who i am today, and i will continue to be strong to face whatever is ahead, no matter how reluctant i am, i must face the song. for the moment, before i head off to end my year in Korea, i shall dedicate my time all with you guys!!!!
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